___The rest of these days will be short... as Im writing them after the trip. Got carried away with ottawa life, and forgot to update!_________________________________
I'll update this more as days pass. :)
I wish flying never existed. I want to be cryo frozen and thawed out when teleportation is used. Then I can see the world without manic attacks!
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Leaving for Ottawa tomorrow. Scared of flying, but absolutly ecstatic about seeing Ryan. Hope he will like my new sans-braces smile!!
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I am finally finished classes (for the rest of my life). It feels weird not seeing the same people every day, and not learning at a constant pace. Its a little bit of a relief, sort of like summer vacation. Im sure once september comes, it will really strike me. In the meantime, i'm completing a work placement at Springboard Studios. I love the work environment there, but unfortunately its not a paid position. I can only hope that It will turn into something more.
Tomorrow I start a new job as a Multimedia Technician. Its only a grant, which limits my future plans. Ill be working till November at the latest, but part of their 'success plan' is to help me find solid work while i am there. I cant wait to start there, but i dread the 40 min commute twice a day. This means all summer long I will have to be an early riser. I was never much good at that, so it might mean the suffering of my social life. I think im okay with that. Its a good trade off for having weekends off.
Thursday I am getting my braces off. Im going to be the happiest girl in the world that day! Im going to have an apple on my way back to work, and use whitestrips when i get home. And its happening at the perfect time.
Saturday I am catching a flight to Ottawa to see my love. Its been 8 months since he left, and I feel like an empty shell. I will be spending two glorious weeks with him, and every day until i see him now feels like torture. I feel tears sting my eyes when I think of how happy and relieved I will be when I see him. It feels right now like it will be the happiest day of my life. Leaving to come back will the hardest thing I will ever face. I cant stand the idea of being separated from him again. And with an unknown future path ahead of us, i already feel like my trip to see him is too short. There is a possibility I will find work while I am there, and make plans to stay. Not living in CB is a hard thought to face, but not nearly as hard as being separated from Ryan again.
So my life has been busy for sure. Lots of great things happening, lots of life changing things to come. I hope I will remember to record my time in Ottawa. But I may be too busy wrapped up in a whirlwind 2 week Romance to stop and write an entry. We shall see.